It’s been almost a month and I miss you more than ever. I know I had to let you go, you were in pain and so much of the joy you always had for life had gone. You were my best friend, companion, exercise coach, study buddy, we did everything together. I knew I would never feel your sturdy furry little body but it hurts so much. One day I will remember you with smiles not tears, but not yet. It’s the everyday things that sneak up on me, like when I sit down and you don’t automatically plonk yourself on my lap. Be happy in doggie heaven, meet the other family dogs, cuddle up together. You were my only dog- al the others I trained and brought up were husbands or sons, but you were my only dog. I love you so much.
